Love… Feelings… What are thise?

September 18, 2007 yekaterina

     Why we so often approach with people, who we do not love, and in principle will never be able to love? 

        Having awaken in the morning, we are going on our deals: someone go to work, someone in atheletic club, but someone simply uselessly spend time in the worldly fuss. But the hopes to meet that single and inimitable – a person of the whole our lifes glimmers at heart showers of each person. One desire on the whole world, the only difference is that everybody has his or her own ideals. Here is so we delirium on book of our fates, reading page for page, among colour and monochrome illustration.

         We so easy fall in love with people from the cover of the journal, endowing them qualities, which have no relations with them! Drolly! But after all psychologists prefix this characteristic solely to sixteen-years-old teenager. Probably, even so not in vain speak that in each adult person lives the child. We wind a new acquaintance, communicate, we flirt fairly often and complain on the grief of life. And at this time, sometime in gap between the last two points, on the other side of the world or in nearby quarter our potential second half stands beside the altar and gives vow faithfulness. Because we were too occupied with triviality of life, we even do not hear or notice about it; furthermore, we can not correct this situation, even if we want. But our life continues its accustomed moving in the on-line mode . And newly it will whirl us in whirlpool of the adventures, deals and fascinations. But once upon a time we will awaken somewhere at the end of thirtieth chapters and understand that it is somehow coldly around us… And even cup of loving hot chocolate does not warm our soul and heart.

        We hear the next messages on the answerback at night: “How do you do? We got acquainted on presentation yesterday … Would you like to have a cup of coffee tomorrow? ” Hm… It is a chance to scattered? One single supper. And it does not matter that name was recalled by a narrow margin.

         But maybe?..

         Have dined.

         And there are absolutely nothing similar with this person! There is nothing, even the finest thread between two coasts. Strange, we do not understand why, but even so consent for the second meeting, and then for the third. Moreover, telephone calls everyday. And the raising of the illusory temple to great Goddess of the love is beginning. The inclination will appear, it will be better to call it a habit, but invisible gap will remain, even, in spite of appeared similar interests.

      But we sincerely try! But further all, as beside Ekzyuperi, we responsible for them, who we have tamed.

So, what does push us in this abyss of the lie and pretence? The awe before solitude? Or a simple desire to be loved?

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